once jaded

how can you miss someone you've only spent a few hours with?

i dont know.

maybe it's because in those few moments you were with that person, you realized what you have been missing all your life. that in that brief period of time, you became totally sold to the idea that another person completes you. now, when that time is over and it first dawns on you that you may never get another set of chances with that person; that you might, forever be, no more than friends, it numbs you.

and no matter how you try to pick up the pieces of your heart and bond them with the glue of temporary joys, it would never be the same heart that would fit the hollow in your chest. there's a gap surrounding it, where there was none before.

crazy, but you might have actually willed your heart to shrink and leave that space around, hoping that one day, that person would surrender to your love, and decide to fill the space between.


"when all else i gone
i would still be here
in a memory of things yet unseen
i'll remember all that we've never been"
-in another lifetime, gary valenciano

personal dna

Encouraging Creator

a nifty personality test i took, particularly like these two qualities i supposedly have:

• When you care about someone, you don't keep it to yourself: you are good at letting people know that you're thinking of them.
• Defying convention, you are very innovative, and you have a vivid imagination.

hmm so i'm a lover and a dreamer. nice.

Getting a life, finally.

A respite from the hustle of working life.

Shoes for Tomorrow

Talk about amazing. A friend at Zaadz, Blake, has just told me he's starting a shoe company named TOMS Shoes. Just another brand you say? Not really.

Imagine this: For every pair of TOMS shoes you buy, they match one pair which goes to impoverished kids. Pretty cool eh?

Patterned after the traditional Argentinian utility shoe, the shoes are really cute and comfortable. (Apparently, Sienna Miller, Jude Law's on-off girlfriend, have a current obsession for these footwear)