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Wednesday, April 30, 2008

Chas' handwriting

Got this from spihtbraht, interesting. I'm highlighting those which I think applies to me the most ;)


My handwriting analysis:

Chas is moderately outgoing. His emotions are stirred by sympathy and heart rendering stories. In fact, he can be kind, friendly, affectionate and considerate of others. He has the ability to put himself into the other person's shoes.

Chas will be somewhat moody, with highs and lows. Sometimes he will be happy, the next day he might be sad. He has the unique ability to get along equally well with what psychology calls introverts and extroverts. This is because he is in between. Psychology calls Chas an ambivert. He understands the needs of both types. Although they get along, he will not tolerate anyone that is too "far out." He doesn't sway too far one way or the other.

When convincing him to buy a product or an idea, a heart rendering story could mean a great deal to him. He puts himself in the same situation as the person in the story, yet he will not buy anything that seems overly impractical or illogical. Chas is an expressive person. He outwardly shows his emotions. He may even show traces of tears when hearing a sad story.

Chas is a "middle-of-the-roader," politically as well as logically. He weighs both sides of an issue, sits on the fence, and then will decide when he finally has to. He basically doesn't relate to any far out ideas and usually won't go to the extreme on any issue.

Chas tends to write a bit smaller than the average person. When a person's letters are small and tiny, this indicates an ability to focus and concentrate. This character trait is a huge asset in careers like math, science, race car driving, and flying planes. However, if Chas writes tiny all of the time, he will also display characteristics of someone who is socially introverted. Chas will often sit on the sideline and watch others get the attention at parties. he might be willing to open up and be warm, but only in small groups or a select group of people. When he is busy working on a project, it is common for all other noises and distractions to just fade away and his ability to focus is incredible. When he says "he didn't hear you", he really means, he didn't hear you.

Chas will demand respect and will expect others to treat him with honor and dignity. Chas believes in his ideas and will expect other people to also respect them. He has a lot of pride.

Chas will be candid and direct when expressing his opinion. He will tell them what he thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want his opinion, don't ask for it!

In reference to Chas's mental abilities, he has a very investigating and creating mind. He investigates projects rapidly because he is curious about many things. He gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but he soon must slow down and look at all the angles. He probably gets too many things going at once. When Chas slows down, then he becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, he must slow down to do it. He then decides what projects he has time to finish. Thus he finishes at a slower pace than when he started the project.

He has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. His mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. He can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Chas can then switch into his low gear. When he is in the slower mode, he can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. He is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.

Chas is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. He needs to visualize the end of a project before he starts. he finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said he plans everything he is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Chas basically feels good about himself. He has a positive self-esteem which contributes to his success. He feels he has the ability to achieve anything he sets his mind to. However, he sets his goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". He has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, he will not take great risks, as they relate to his goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, his self-perception is better than average.

Chas is sarcastic. This is a defense mechanism designed to protect his ego when he feels hurt. He pokes people harder than he gets poked. These sarcastic remarks can be very funny. They can also be harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time.

Chas has a temper. He uses this as a defense mechanism when he doesn't understand how to handle a situation. Temper is a hostile trait used to protect the ego. Temper can be a negative personality trait in the eyes of those around him.

Chas is selective when picking friends. He does not trust everyone. He has a select group of people that are truly close to him, usually two or three. He is careful when choosing his inner circle of friends.

Monday, April 21, 2008

i think that i shall never see...

A
tree
is worth $196,250!
According to university professor
T.M Das a tree living for 50 years will
generate $31,250 worth of oxygen and provide
$62,000 worth of air pollution control. Plus it
will control soil erosion and increase soil fertility
to the tune of $34,250, recycle $37,500 worth of water and
provide a home for animals worth $31,250. This figure does not
include the value of the fruits, lumber or beauty derived from trees.

Happy Earth Day!

Thursday, April 17, 2008

poker

You let yourself hit rock-bottom in the hope that the whole process of rising will begin at once, but it doesn't.

You scour your mind for a possible reason, for what others call a 'higher purpose' for this low point in your life. It builds character, they say, and you think silly- did they mean cartoon? Because you realize you are slowly becoming a caricature of what you once were.

You try your best to find consolation in the things you have, in what you do, and in what you think you know - only to find that they don't account for much.

You sometimes wish that your heart will stop feeling, stop beating altogether because the pain is unbearable. One minute you find love, and you lose it the next. You numb yourself thinking it is the safest and fastest way out. To be alone.

And yet everyday, you wake up to a new morning and decide to embrace it; the sun like a giant beacon of hope made especially for you.

It is because in the war of life and love, you take any chance you are given, knowing that in any struggle, the last one standing wins.

I'm almost pretty sure now that God plays poker - and you learn to play the cards you are dealt with.

Thursday, April 10, 2008

Soundtrack of My Life

Here are the instructions of the tag:

1. Open your music library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle or random play.
3. Look at the first question/number below. Press play.
4. Type the title of the song that's playing.
5. When you go to the next question/number, press the "next" button to go to the next song and type the title of the song that's playing, and so on and so forth....
6. DON'T LIE! (and dont press "next" to get another song if you don't like the song corresponding to the question/number below!) That's not cool!
7. When you're finished, tag some other people to do it :)

Here's mine


Opening Credits
All That Love - Korsakow

Lounge kung lounge. Napaka-artsy naman :)

Waking Up
One Step Too Far - Dido & Faithless

" You can sleep forever
But still you will be tired"

First Day of School
Wave - Kymaera

Bossa? Pang-art school talaga :)

Falling In Love
Upside Down - Jack Johnson

"I wanna turn the whole thing upside down
I'll find the things they say just can't be found
I'll share this love I find with everyone
We'll sing and dance to Mother Nature's songs
I don't want this feeling to go away"
Nice! Love this song!

Fight Song
Hazey Jane II - Nick Drake

Haha folk sounding - parang 1980's TV action series chase

Breaking Up
The Dark of the Matinee - Coco Freeman feat Franz Ferdinand

" You smile, mention something that you like
or How you'd have a happy life if you did the things you like"


Prom
Only Hope - Switchfoot

Yehess pang A Walk to Remember ang prom!

Life
Streetcorner Symphony - Rob Thomas

Perfect song!!!
"Some people
It's a pity
They go all their lives and never know
How to love or to let love go
But it's alright now
We'll make it through this somehow
And we'll paint the perfect picture
All the colors of this world will run together more than ever
I can feel it
Can you feel it

We may never find our reason to shine
But here and now this is our time
And I may never find the meaning of life
But for this moment I am fine"


Mental Breakdown
Close of Autumn - Caedmon's Call

"When I'm cold and alone all I want is my freedom
And a sudden gust of gravity
I stop wailing and kicking
Just to let this water cover me, cover me
Only if I rest my arms, rest my mind
You'll overcome me and swell up around me
With my fighting so vain, with my vanity so fought
I'm rolling over
'Cause in just the same way
That the stream becomes swollen
Swollen with cold up over the ground
When my heart draws close to the close of autumn
Your love, your love abounds
All the time I'm thinking
Wondering how would it be
To breathe in deep
I guess I need to be careful
When I ask for a drink
(Just might get what I ask for)
And I know just what you'd say to me
That's why I don't ask you
What would I ask you?
I'm like a bullheaded boy these days
Crying my toy's gone...
You're shiny and new
Guess I'll drop my anger here
Before I float away
And the chains around me
An awful lot of talking
I don't leave you much to say
You didn't ever leave me
And my greatest fear
Was you'd leave me here
A long time back my feet
Could touch the bottom"

Driving
Candela - Buena Vista Social CLub

Puro latin na pang-kape ang muzak ko :P

Flashback
Sexi Plexi - Jack Johnson

No idea haha disjoint ang kantang to!

Getting Back Together
There Will Be Another You - Sitti Navarro

Parang di magkakabalikan :P

Wedding Song
Unjustified - SImon Webbe

"so have it your way
but you'll pay the price
you had ya chances, still got no answers
no leaving with your head held high
i ain't gonna run, i aint gonna fight
so don't go making business
when you ain't got no witness
i guess you gotta let love lie
unjustified"

Di daw talaga :p


Birth of a Child
Flight Attendant - Josh Rouse

"When I was
A little baby
A mamma's boy
No one could save me
From those kids at school
They would bully
They would tease
They would taunt me
Haunt me
"You're such a pretty boy"
"You're such a pretty boy"
"You're such a pretty boy"
"You're such a pretty boy"

Final Battle
Christmas With Jesus - Josh Rouse

"
My conscience has it stripped down to a science, why does everything displease me still I'm trying…
And it's so very hard to ask for a part in your Christmas…I find getting in is easy when your friends with Jesus…
He's coming inside me without reason as I sit here waiting for his signal
And I ask of the lord to spare me his sword of forgiveness cause it's so very hard to ask for a part in your Christmas with Jesus
"

Battle of faith talaga :p

Death Scene
You're Not Alone Tonight - Keith Urban

That's hopeful!

Funeral Song
Beautiful Soul - Jesse Mccartney

Wahaha at least beautiful kahit soul na :D

End Credits
Breathless - The Corrs

Haha breathless na talaga :P

Monday, April 07, 2008

birthday

Because I refuse to focus on my case of birthday blues , I am posting a list of famous people whom I share my birthday with and my (assumed) similarities with them instead

Jack Black, American Actor (yeah, he's funny and i am too!)

Victoria Adams, "Posh Spice" (err i'm trendy?)

Russell Crowe, Australian Actor (pensive at times?)

Jackie Chan, martial art actor (i kick ass!)

Francis Ford Coppola, director (i'm artistic)

William Wordsworth, England, poet laureate (i love poems)

Francis Xavier, saint and Jesuit missionary (i'm spiritual. seriously!)

Whachathink?

Saturday, April 05, 2008

crazy

how can you miss someone you've only spent a few hours with?

i dont know.

maybe it's because in those few moments you were with that person, you realized what you have been missing all your life. that, in that brief period of time, you became totally sold to the idea that another person completes you even if its against all the things you have learned. now, when that borrowed time is over and it dawns on you that you may never get another set of chances with that person; that you might, forever be, no more than friends, it numbs you.

and no matter how you try to pick up the pieces of your heart and bond them with the glue of temporary joys, it would never be the same heart that would fit the hollow in your chest. there's a gap surrounding it, where there was none before.

crazy, but you might have actually willed your heart to shrink and leave that space around, hoping that one day, that person would surrender to your love, and decide to fill the space between.

"when all else i gone
i would still be here
in a memory of things yet unseen
i'll remember all that we've never been"
-in another lifetime, gary valenciano

Tuesday, April 01, 2008

unrecip.

can't remember where i read this, but it's something that i'm trying hard to re-learn every day.

love is a gift for which no return is demanded.
to love unselfishly is its own reward.