a saddle-point.
this perfectly captures where i am right now. somehow, having the sense of 'everything's okay' is unsettling and it is freaking me out. to get a sense of what i'm saying, i'll enumerate the statuses of the different aspects of my life right now:
1. work is fine.
2. family's fine.
3. love-life's not-so-fine but coping.
4. health is fine.
in short, life is fine. and there you see the problem. when you assess life, it shouldn't just be fine. it should be great. it feels like i'm missing out on a lot of things yet am already losing the energy to pursue those things. like calvin, i enjoy a leisurely ride on the swing, but i think it's time i throw myself out there.
it's time to reorg.
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