sometimes you've just had it. however much you try to forge on and just deal with the blows, you still reach your breaking point.
i just did.
i am human and i am entitled to just break down and let it all fall. i clench my jaw to hold back the tears, but all the piled up frustrations, disappointments, and emotional whatnots i've kept inside gushed forth. in fact i want to hit someone (thank God for pillows) just to let out the pent-up anger.
i've always strived to be good, but when people, worse if they are family, make you feel like that everything they do for you is an obligation and not an act of love, it hurts like hell. family's supposed to be your retreat when the whole world is against you; now someone tell me i'm not alone.
i swear when i have a family of my own i'd make them feel loved like every day is the end of the world.
and i'm sure they'd write about it.
4 comments:
you're not alone. while it is true that we can't choose our relatives, it is also true that "that w/c doesn't kill you makes you stronger".
i know it sucks now but there will be better days. i'm sure of it.
you're not unloved sunshine! :)
youre not unloved sunshine! :)
thanks carmela :)
thanks sheila :)
this post was written in the heat of the moment; feeling much better now. life is - as it is - life. i've to deal with it the best way i can
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